sleep?

Sleep? Hmm. I don't know the meaning of the word! Not as well as I should, at least. My good friend Lance was talking a while back how being tired, is a disease. He says that every one is tired, but once one person claims they're tired... everyone else realizes how tired they have also become. This just makes me laugh, because if you really think about it. It's true.
I won't be the first to say this, but I am tired. Exhausted, really. These last few days have become somewhat of a blur in my head. The past few weeks actually... My brain isn't processing how quickly life is going by. I am a junior in high school. Nearly half way through my junior year! Soon enough I'll be doing something crazy like go to college... or getting married. Something I don't believe I will ever see coming. I almost feel as if I am just going through the motions of life. Not savoring a happy moment, not remembering my mistakes, and not progressing how I should be. I would attribute most of this to is-- SLEEP or the lack thereof. I am the worst at going to bed, I am by far my mom's worst doddler. As a child she would give me a simple task such as brushing my teeth or putting on my shoes. And to her dismay, twenty minutes later I would have found something to take me completely off track from the task at hand. I am sad to admit, I have yet changed my ways. This is the biggest reason why I do not sleep until the wee hours of the night.
I am not a child of habit. I try to make-up a bed-time routine so that I can maximize time, and GET. TO. SLEEP. But obviously, all attempts at that goal. Have failed. And someday, my blog will tell you of my success in finally establishing a bed-time routine. Today my friends, is not that day.

I long for the day I will get sleep, and become a normally functioning human being.
Thanks for reading.
G'night! or shall I say, see you later, because I won't be going to sleep for a looong while.

--Samm.
p.s. I don't believe I used the word "I" enough tonight... NOT.